There has to be
a combination of letters,
a sequence of words
which can explain
how I feel about you.
You might say,
Why juggle alphabets ?
I don't care and
It does not matter the least
Your jokes are cruel.
I laugh sometimes,
and sometimes
when I don't understand them
I note them on a piece of paper.
The more I decode you,
divide you into days, hours, moments,
the more I trivialize
"Nothing"
is all i can finalize
I realise the absurdity
I might be weak,
and I might not enjoy
but
I will cling on to you.
